My world is ruled by fear and regret.
I have tried everything, and nothing can help it.
I hate myself for being like this.
Unending suffering, thrown in to the void.
Im slowly is bleeding out.
Im caving in, mentally drained.
And dead from the inside out.
I hate myself for being like this.
Unending suffering, thrown in to the void.
Im slowly bleeding out.
My only constant is the spiral down.
And my only friend is the demon on my back.
Falling in a haze, numbing all but pain.
Wondering what will be left and if im still sane.
There is no light in my life at all.
Begging nor praying can’t change the fact
that this is everything i am and gonna be.
I hate myself for being like this.
Unending suffering, thrown in to the void.
Im slowly bleeding out.
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